hopespringseternal

These are the photos then.... definitive an experience but I don't know if there going to be a next time.. :)

"Erfarenhet är det namn alla ger åt sina misstag"

"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." -Bob Marley

one of the greatest musicians in the world is playing four hours (with the car) from my house in a couple of days and I can't go....!!!!!! I've been dying for this moment to happen and after I missed the first show in Stockholm two years ago this show is like gods next chance for me and I i will. ofcourse. Like last time. screw it up. because I can't. MY parent's won't allow, no one want's to go anymore and I can't take off from work... Fuck. My. Life.

It's just not woth it...

When the weather is fine in the summertime you'll out and se what you can find.. damdaramdam darm dam daram






sweater: vintage
suede pants: Zara
belt: H&M
Hat: vintage

so... now what? everything is over: graduation, celibrations and money... in a few days I'll get back to work after two months of time-off... I haven't worked out for almost six months.. I feel weak and undiverted. WHAT THE F*CK NOW?! can somebody just give me a life..

funny thing about life is that it's like a box of chocolate: You'll never know what to get. it comes so suddenly and unexpectep. even thought you've claimed the highest mountain and standing on the top,,, you're still in the abbility to loose yourself in one moment. in a place. where the streets have no name and you'll breake. I hate that I love you and I love you so much that I hate myself.. I hate that you're not around and that you don't even bother to call.... I'm standing right infront of you and you don't se me... It's so foolish to think that you'll one day come to your sences and open your eyes and se.. till then I'll have faith. faith in myself. faith that I'll one day meet someone that will be sure that I am the one.

And so I did...
after my latest message I've had the most awsome days of my life.. coming home in the break of dawn and hanging with awsome people who phrase nothing but clean awsomeness... i've also had this terrible fight that's playing with my mind... But I don't feel dealing with it when I'm standing on the top of the world. feeling something I've hadn't felt for a long time so I'll just enjoy and live this moment like there's no tomorrow.. what does it mean to regret when you don't have a choise right?



smashface...
skirt: topshop
shorts: Levi's (vintage)